I did not waste any time doing a lot of nothing today.
But that allowed me to think deeply about my life.
And it made me really sad just thinking about my life from different angles.
But I'm really happy I found the time to just sit and reflect.
I brought myself down to the lowest once and for all.
But at the same time I was getting high.
And I still am high. Dragged em like a dragon.
Being in this condition allowed me to think clearer.
And I'm gonna continue to get high till I'm satisfied.
Took me just 10 minutes to realise I had been on autopilot for almost about year now.
Didn't have a care about the world or my life. Been taking it to easy.
What seemed like important things to others at my age meant nothing to me.
Thought by being this way meant no problems.
Who am I kidding. Ain't no use pretending.
Been at a downfall ever since.
I have finally come to realise.
It ain't life if it ain't hard.
I sure do think alot when I'm high.
But being like this sure is refreshing.
Finally I can sleep easy and start my life over again.
It will definitely be the next 5 years till I do something like this again.