Harep's Blog

explode.

2010-02-17T23:57:00.003+08:00

for 3 years, I have always studied hours right before the exam.

i havent failed anything yet, but my grades are not outstanding either.

i dont care. no point already.

i dont know if im just lucky during exams, or maybe i have god on my side(which seems to be the case i think) or whatever.

but this is definitely the hardest semester that no amount of luck can save me.

i'll glady take another borderline passing result slip just like the other sems.

fuck it i have to fucking leave school already.

i think even god wants me out of school.

wicked sick

2010-02-06T01:34:00.004+08:00

twas prolly by far the best day of my life when i got to see muse live.

never thought of missing out on them again.

wish came true for me since secondary school times i guess.

they're a class act. world class.

might i add the crowd was feeling it as well.

i might not have much concert experience, but i dare say nothing can top this.

damn should have paid the extra 40 for pen A. pen B was good enough though.

FUCK I MISS IT ALREADY.

COME TO SG AGAIN MUSE.

It aint over till its over

2010-02-01T23:21:00.003+08:00

3 presentations.

2 reports.

1 test tmr.

2 test still to come.

3 exams.

And not forgetting the nafa or napfa or whatever the fuck its called.

Thinking about all this is exhausting enough.

This has to be by far the worst period of my 3 years in SP. Period.

But what the hell am i going to do when its all over?

the guy can sing

2010-01-19T00:29:00.003+08:00

because of adam lambert,
i shall stop stereotyping gays.

i got my laptop back

2010-01-17T23:29:00.000+08:00

but im still bored as hell

2nd trip.

2009-12-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

so its like im from malaysia and i'm visiting singapore for 4 days and im going back.
thats what it feels like.

the freedom

2009-12-25T15:58:00.003+08:00

the best part bout kl,
was not the cheap food,
nor the cheap cigarettes.
twas that the handphone was forever silent.

insyallah

2009-12-16T21:59:00.001+08:00

besok kalo le dapat hotel maknenye kite org memang nasib giler babi.
favour ah friday bole brambos.

fact

2009-12-07T07:26:00.002+08:00

i realise i eat more when im studying for exams.
thank god i don study that much.

ups n downs

2009-12-04T00:21:00.002+08:00

Yays.
fyp on the right track.
passed my simulation test.
MUSE tickets bought.

Boos.
mst.
laptop problem.
no money.

Guess i'm still okay.

2009-11-11T00:12:00.002+08:00

tolong sikit takpe.
makin lame makin itating.

lone and loving it

2009-11-08T03:07:00.001+08:00

god didnt give me siblings for a reason.

miracle

2009-10-31T03:07:00.001+08:00

SPINNOVEX KAPA.

2009-10-27T01:59:00.001+08:00

tak suke sah busy

mesti capai

2009-10-18T01:36:00.001+08:00

ku da prepare ns life.
ngan ps3

why

2009-10-15T03:09:00.003+08:00

I shared drinks with sick adults.
I even met quarantined people in kl.
In the end I got sick thanks a 7 year old.

pandai pe kau

2009-10-13T02:38:00.000+08:00

steam sia tdo ngan contact lense

knn

2009-10-12T02:31:00.001+08:00

sial ah besok g skola

tuka angin

2009-10-09T02:56:00.001+08:00

ku nak jadi chef

ka ching

2009-10-02T02:28:00.001+08:00

Im loaded. For now.

most wanted

2009-09-30T07:57:00.003+08:00

Even my dreams now consisted of me being chased by 20 police cars in my rx-7.
Thanks EA.

Da kenaper

2009-09-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

Tau ku jadi racer sia.
Macam daddy aku.

roxs

2009-09-25T01:21:00.001+08:00

Bukak berita je bebual psl rokok
bukak radio je bebual psl rokok
Itating nak mampos

fact

2009-09-24T00:10:00.000+08:00

I eat a lot.
I shit even more.

hello

2009-09-19T02:46:00.001+08:00

gerek masih ingat password

knnbccb

2009-06-01T23:32:00.002+08:00

hie blog.
long time.
just wanna say.
i've gone mad.

Blogging

2009-04-06T21:39:00.002+08:00

Never before have so many people with so little to say said so much to so few.

I realised I've been blogging for a year now.
Not that long but hey, rarely have I been into doing anything for this long.
Still remembered I started out of curiosity, boredom, and thinking that only cool people blog.
Managed round 140 post I think.
From dumb posts to lame posts to happy posts to random posts to emo posts.
And now looking back from an outsiders point of view, all I can say is, "sape kisah?"
I have many other places to keep my memories.
So think I should stop here aye.

OW OW! HOT!

2009-04-05T04:49:00.005+08:00

Panas!!
Kene goreng ngan mama pat sim lim tadi!!
Satu hari ku mesti return same dorg ah!!
Hati membara jer dok!!
Jari pon terbakar!!
Kene bara!!
Panas dok!!
Badan pon panas!!
Mate da dragon!!
Badan peluh kes tak dapat mandi spuloh tahun nyer!!
Kipas ku mane?!!
Alamak kipas pat luar pulak?!!
Melayang jgk ah laptop nie!!
Perangai tak perlu sia rep!!
Attitude is the main problem ah!!

Sorry baru jer telan durian 2 biji stengah...
$20 gone mcm gitu ajer...
Tekak stim bro... Stim abes...

Cekik dara parameswara ah

2009-03-31T03:21:00.004+08:00

Baru 3 hari ku bawak krete tu.
Daa kene saman adik2.
Mesti mau bikin ah same tu hdb.

At last da jumpe pon tu kentridge park.
Tempat memang baik.
Bole lepak, bole drift.
What more can u ask for.

Its 10 am

2009-03-30T09:55:00.002+08:00

The sun is shining brightly.
People are having breakfast.
Chasing busses and trains.
Going to school or work etc.
And I'm just about to end my day.
Need to get my daily 8 hours of sleep.
See you at 7pm.

Iamsick...

2 weeks from now

2009-03-23T21:01:00.003+08:00

My life's not gonna change.
Just the vehicle ;)

whenever i think bout it

2009-03-22T05:28:00.000+08:00

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!

Pros and Cons

2009-03-21T03:25:00.002+08:00

I'm not exactly big brother material.
Don't expect me to be.
No offence, but I can't even stand watching siblings fight.
The temptation to shut one of them up with my fist is there.
Maybe I'm so used to being the only child. And loving it I might add.
So I will never understand what it means to have siblings. So what.
I don't miss what I never had. I have good friends.
So sometimes I keep alot to myself. Never had anyone to share with.
But I have a great relationship with my parents. I'm only worried as they get older.
So I hate teamwork and all that stuff.
Don't independence come along with that?
So I had no one to share my toys and relied on myself most of the time for entertainment.
Will I ever experience having my own car if I had a sibling? Even if I did, think I would share?
Apart from my freedom, I'm not that spoiled.
So when you start say things like today you watch them at home or don't come home late...
No impact uh.
Nothing has to change just because they're here.
I'll just treat it as someone renting a room at our house.
If I can't adjust to this change after 19 years, don't expect me to any time soon.
I hate to look after anyone or to be looked after.
I'll let them be.
If they get into trouble they're responsible. That's how it always was for me.
So basically I don't like anyone making my life difficult for me.
And don't call them adik please.
Cause I don't.

Yeap my day started off badly.

19!

2009-03-17T01:52:00.002+08:00

I'm 19!!!
Nothing fantastic, but it was great from start to end.
Cause nothing went wrong.
From eating sotong as the first meal to pizza as the last...
Laughing my ass off thanks to ec :)
Teasing and fooling around with the only person who has amazing tolerance with my nonsense...
Reaching 150 kmh... Still had the cheek to go further...
Still a dead man walkingby the way...
Walking around Fiqs neighborhood with my boxers down to my buttcheeks at like 3 am...
Watching friends all over again on tv...
Listening to Duffy and Lily Allen repeatedly...
Playing poker, without much luck, on facebook...
Taking like a million showers whenever I feel like it...
Making super duper thick milo...
Sounds like how I spend any other day really.
But nonetheless it was a good day :D
Hope I'm still 19 next year.............

Business as usual

2009-03-14T04:02:00.003+08:00

Waking in the afternoon.
Leave home at night.
Returning in the morning.
And realizing you left your lappy on the whole time you were out.
I guess I'm returning my old self again.
I hope so.

Swayed

2009-03-08T20:36:00.004+08:00

I'm at a lost.
So much planned, so little done.
That's why I hate planning.
1st week was quite a waste.
And worst of all,
I still can't get my head out from the clouds (of smoke).
Need to jump start my life again.

Chasing cars. foreal

2009-03-06T02:53:00.005+08:00

White base.
Shades of pink.
Cherry blossoms at the side.
And a hot Japanese babe on the hood.
That Stream made me steaming wet.
And also cause it was raining.
That's how I would like my car to look like.

What happened during the past few days

2009-03-04T01:34:00.002+08:00

Finished my last paper.
Or maybe the paper finished me.
Broke my front bumper. For the 2nd time.
Saw a limousine. A real life limo. Took a picture of it. While driving.
Got stressed over few things. Freaking distracted. I'm sorry. Its all good now.
Climbed again after like 1 month hiatus. Enjoyed it very much.
Watched a movie. He's not that into you. Very romantic.
Scarlett Johansson. FUH. Nuff said.
Bought a necklace with a small coconut tree tied to it. Ah the importance of accessorizing.
Its very cute. I'm gonna kiss it every time for good luck.
Bought a purple shirt. I don't know what I was thinking.
Played last minute bowling at downtown with Fiq.
I let him win. Cause he gave me food from chalet.
I'll let anyone win if they did something good to me.
Living 3 days without car. Everything revolves around car. Damn.
So basically I had some ups and downs.
But its the holiday so I don't really care.

PARANOID SOB

2009-02-26T21:29:00.005+08:00

Its kinda scary when you don't know who reads your blog.
And all of a sudden someone whom you haven't meet for a long time comes up to you and says something from your blog.
That makes me kinda scared to wanna post some stuff here.
Feel so insecure.
The thing about blogging is you wanna let out a few things here and there.
From randomness to experiences to secrets to just pure taking shots at everyone.
Some people should know and some people must never know.
I'm just saying this cause there's some things I'm dying to let out.
And I got a feeling someones watching.
Paranoid maybe.
Maybe its the effect.

Harep Houdini one last time please...

2009-02-25T23:03:00.005+08:00

I'm so fucking screwed la this Friday FoF test.
Demoralized like crazy sia.
The situation is similar to powerplant last sem, only the paper is way harder.
And only god knows how I escaped not forwarding that module.
If I manage to do another escape act this sem, I swear I won't ever get myself into this kind of shit again.
I've had enough arghh.

the perfect weather

2009-02-23T13:15:00.002+08:00

and the rain's not helping one bit........................
its cold outside but its hell inside.........................
you really are pathetic...

Its a morning thing

2009-02-23T12:36:00.002+08:00

Always happens in the morning.
Wish I woke up in the afternoon.
The fixation. The obsession. The dependance.
Come on ah Rep.
Don't loose yourself to it.
April Rep.
Kalau ade, ade. Kalau takde sudah rep takmo cari.

got me thinking

2009-02-22T16:55:00.002+08:00

Parents just signed for a new car.
Cerato Forte. Spicy Red some more.
All for me...
I should be happy. I am happy.
But it got me thinking about the all great things happening in my life right now.
Do I deserve all this?
Do the people who make me happy deserve what I'm giving back to them?
Sometimes I wish I was like
"fuck care la I'm getting what I want why bother about the world" or
"as long as im happy thats all that matters"
Selfish, I know. Who wouldn't want to be.
But that's just not me. That evil me.

Anyway April will be the month.
And from now till April there will be a drastic change in me.
Might as well start now. Start slowly. Know what I'm sayin.
You've tried before but failed so learn from it and get it right this time.

Whats it called?

2009-02-21T17:36:00.003+08:00

You know when you eat nasi bryani there's this seed like thingy that hides everywhere inside your rice.
Its supposed to make your bryani smell better or something.
And if you accidentally bite it, it gives your mouth this awful sensation.
I don't know what you call it but I just bit one just now and I'm so disgusted.

Sniff

2009-02-11T21:15:00.001+08:00

Gigiiii...
Sakiiiittt...
Takuuutt....

Weeeeeeeeeeeee

2009-02-10T16:45:00.001+08:00

Pastamania is officially halal.
I don't know if its old news cause I just heard it today.
But its the second best news I've heard all day!

Random

2009-02-08T19:00:00.005+08:00

Ever since I found that tin of milo, thats all I've been having.
5 humongous scoops, last one goes in my mouth.
And I swear I could hear the ant laugh at me.

If I could choose my dream job, I would want a Jamie Oliver or Anthony Bourdain kind of job.
Or even maybe Gordon Ramsay's job.
Who wouldn't wanna travel, cook, eat and be on tv?

I always think I'm Kurt Cobain.
Badass rockstar.
But I don't wanna end up dead.

I suddenly feel like climbing....... My bed!
Seriously though. I feel like trying competitive.

Bean bag is <3.

And lastly.
I LOVE MY FREEDOM.
I'M LOVING IT EVEN MORE.

The caffeine nap

2009-02-05T22:25:00.002+08:00

"The Caffeine Nap is simple: you drink a cup of coffee and immediately take a 15-20 minute nap. Researchers found coffee helps clear your system of adenosine, a chemical which makes you sleepy. The combination of a cup of coffee with an immediate nap chaser provided the most alertness for the longest period of time in tests. The recommendation was to nap only 15 minutes, no more or less and you must sleep immediately after the coffee." - sleepdex.org

This is gold.

Areps secret.

2009-02-03T01:55:00.005+08:00

My hair romantic sia today.
Everyone tegur.
Paiseh ah.
Blush blush.
Even after climb it just stayed the same.
Today was good hair day. Very rare.
The trick?
No, no wax no gel.
I just wore a cap few hours before.
And I think the style of the hair has some effects on the way you generally do stuff.
Like climb. Extra power with the hair.
Nah I just made it up I'm just happy with my hair today.
Lame ah me today. Right bean bag? Miss you bean bag. Hug bean bag.

Arep in the middle

2009-02-02T00:24:00.002+08:00

Theres a power struggle going on at home.
And I'm caught in the middle.
Might be the time for me to call the shots around here.
I need to be firm.
I need to stop following the flow.
I need to have some ego.
Do I?

470 click

2009-01-27T23:42:00.004+08:00

I think thats how far I traveled for this past 5 days.
That's what the mileage says anyway.
Been living the good life this Chinese new year holiday.
Thats the good thing bout my country. Different races share their holidays.
They give us 2 days of chinese new year and we give them a few days of raya.
And yeah hari raya happens twice so be thankful you people.

Been doing nothing but meeting up with some old familiar faces.
Nice feeling. Sweet reunions.

But exams are around the corner!
Never thought I'd be talking about it.
Its been a while since I've rewarded myself for working hard towards something.
I usually randomly reward myself for doing a lot of nothing.
So I was thinking I would be working hard for this exam. For once.
And treat myself to something nice this March.
Its my month by the way. Even though my birthday is just one day, every single day of March will be my birthday. Never will you see anyone spend their birthday that long.
Already got a few things in mind.
Climbing, joy rides, ghost hunting, shisha, shopping, spaghetti, sushi, chocolate, ice cream, channel 16, holiday retreats, more reunions, anything, everything.
Come to think of it I've been doing these things even before my exams.
Well thats not a problem just keep doing more I suppose.
And of course the company matters.
That should be enough to motivate me.
Omg how long has it been since I applied the word motivation to my life.
Feels great.
The mileage gonna go up higher in March fo shiz.

worst train ride ever

2009-01-26T23:40:00.003+08:00

Seriously. Why?
Saw a gay and a trans. Together. Made me sick. Enough said.
A family of Indians. No offense. I love Indian people. But not the old fashioned kind. They had this strong smell. And I had to breathe through my mouth the whole journey.
This sleeping guy next to me. Kept falling on me. I only sat half my seat.
Foreigners. Many foreigners. With their luggage. Never liked them. Never will.
One mini mat. I'd love to punch his face there and then for staring too long at me.

Times like these made me wish I had the car.
But but yesterday my car has been abducted by another Nyok!

Member macam tak bersalah gitu.

kaki merayap

2009-01-26T04:05:00.001+08:00

12-4.
Thats pm to am.
3 days in a row.

Friends

2009-01-24T03:41:00.001+08:00

Old company is the best company.
Older company is even better.
I can't keep everyone happy but at least I'm trying.

GO!

2009-01-21T08:18:00.002+08:00

Next time if I really wanna get something done I should just go home straight after school.

Extra hair.

2009-01-19T22:54:00.002+08:00

How the hell do you get fluff out from a brand new towel?
Wiped my wet body with one and I looked like a worn out carpet.
Very itating.

Lucky got bean bag. Cute ah bean bag. Miss you bean bag. Goodnight bean bag. Bean bag is <3.

I was too weak

2009-01-18T19:47:00.003+08:00

Went expo with mummy.
John Little sale.
Couldn't resist.
Spent $177.
There goes half of this months allowance.
And yeah I just got this months allowance.
After like 18 days.
But hey I got a bean bag now :)

Why can't people agree to last minute plans.
Busy this la busy that la. To busy to just chill out.
Why must have a place in mind then want to go.
Come on ah impromptu also fun what.
Ask everyone out nobody want to come.
Boring ah you all. Lame ah. Go out myself ah.
When I don't have car then suddenly all the plans come.
What about my feelings!

Lucky got bean bag. Can hug bean bag. Right bean bag? Okay bean bag. Cute ah bean bag :)
Lame ah me today.

Channel 16

2009-01-15T21:39:00.001+08:00

I just did nothing but watched a whole lot of travel & living today.

excuses or reasonable thinking?

2009-01-14T23:17:00.008+08:00

What lies behind me and before me are small matters compared to what lies in front of my face.
A test and a couple of assignments.
This is why I'll skip Thursday and come on Friday.
But also, I need a break.

bleah...

2009-01-14T07:40:00.002+08:00

Its only Wednesday and I already don't feel like going to school tomorrow.

wrong path

2009-01-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

Looking at friends and relatives deciding their future after O's.
I finally realise what I should have done 2 years ago.
i just can't seem to move on.

If.

2009-01-11T21:03:00.002+08:00

If I had a younger sister all we would do is play with our hair.
If I had a younger brother all we would do is get slapped by other women.

I would have been worlds most coolest brother.

FIONAAAAAAAAAA

2009-01-08T22:45:00.003+08:00

I thought I was gonna have one of those days where everything doesn't go my way.
It was, until I saw you.
I skipped class just to see you again.
I melted even harder this time.
And I still reacted the same way the first time I saw you.
Like an idiot.
Ah you made my day.

Fanatic?
Infatuation?
Loserific?
Or am I just plain sick....

Ouch!

2009-01-04T21:32:00.003+08:00

If my feet could talk they'd prolly say
"watch out for that chair!" or
"table leg 12 o'clock!" and sometimes in the morning seriously
"the door's not open you idiot"

rofl

2009-01-04T03:52:00.004+08:00

If you ever get the chance peeps,
go to Mt Faber and squat on any slope with your backs facing the downhill.
Its even challenging with your hands behind your back.
You will seriously be rolling on the floor laughing.

Ahh the dumb-fun things I do when I'm restless.

Chewing gum for my eyes

2009-01-03T00:50:00.004+08:00

Watching the tv has never been more enjoyable.
Especially with a new 42 inch full hd.
I don't even freaking know whats the difference between hd and a normal-lame-ass-fat-boxshaped-tv.
And I don't even give a care.
All I know is the bigger the better, and suddenly I'll have more new family members.
Television has changed me from an irresistible force to an immovable object.

Trouble is my middle name

2009-01-02T01:45:00.005+08:00

I started my new year quite the same way I ended the last one...
With a $100 fine!
Hooraaay!
.
..
...
....
...
..
.
Okay I just went dumb for a few minutes and still don't know how to react to that.
Anyways on a happier note,
Heres wishing a happy new year to everyone I know and love!
Hope you like the new look
Enjoy 2009
Peace :)

12

2008-12-29T02:10:00.004+08:00

While chilling with Fiq in the middle of the night, I realised next year can be considered my last year as a "teen" before I hit 20.
I just want 19 to be the best of my teenage years.
A bit like how I was when I was 15.
Just having good fun.
With the best company.
Of course getting into a bit of trouble in the process. Nothing too extreme.
But never had any regrets.
I'm having 2 big regrets this year and I'm still figuring out how to move one with them.
Oh and I forgot theres a time to be serious as well.
Thats why I believe I'm way smarter 4 years ago compared to now.

So yeah. I believe this is the best of the lot.

Definately next year.

9,10,11

2008-12-28T02:48:00.005+08:00

New year is coming.
My resolutions looks like a wish list the more I read them.
I can't think of better things to do.
I'm too content with life at the moment.
There's nothing about me I feel I have or want to change.
Not good.
Its making my blog look boring.
Which means that I'm boring.

Ok.
So I hope to change my lame entries to interesting entries in blogger.
Change the outlook again maybe. Or even better maybe get a livejournal.
Yes Man taught good things happen if you try out new things at random.
So I wanna be open to more new things.
And I just remembered I should act less of a maniac on the road.
I think I scare people when I drive.

Aww man try harder please.

Hai next year dude.

8

2008-12-24T02:51:00.003+08:00

I hafta decide between Australia or having my own ride.
Damn this is a tough one.
I might need help on this one.

Next year.

7

2008-12-22T23:30:00.001+08:00

I wanna do 20 pull ups in a row.

Next year.

Its getting more and more random.

6

2008-12-20T03:12:00.000+08:00

I wanna learn the guitar.
Proper.

Next year.

5

2008-12-19T01:32:00.003+08:00

After a week of climbing in KL,
I realize I got a super weak left arm.
And a pair of lazy legs.
Either that or I fear my pants would tear again.
I'ma work on that.

Next year.

4

2008-12-08T00:03:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna get myself a 1 year supply of contacts.
Maybe coloured. Maybe not.

Next year.

3

2008-12-06T01:01:00.001+08:00

I wanna look good naked.

Next year.

2

2008-12-03T23:07:00.001+08:00

I wanna go on a major, major shopping spree and spend at least $500. Or more.

Next year.

1

2008-12-02T22:35:00.001+08:00

I'm gonna get a pet.

Next year.

Sorry hun

2008-11-30T14:12:00.002+08:00

She waits silently every night for him to take her out for a spin.
But he keeps ignoring her and all of her temptation.
She ends up being alone and disappointed.
He ends up loosing confidence in his ability.
Its been like this ever since.

A story of a boy and his car

Same principle applies to my life

2008-11-27T23:07:00.009+08:00

No matter how neatly I coil my wire stuff in my bag, be it my earpiece or charger or what have you, it always gets tangled up one way or another.....

I dont deserve them

2008-11-24T00:34:00.004+08:00

I have the coolest parents in the world.
For the support and comfort they've given me in times like these.
I might never be like them.
Cause I'm pretty sure if I were them I'd whack myself for what I did.

And as promised I've changed my song.
The best from samurai x.
Enjoy

I'm willing to do anything

2008-11-20T23:24:00.003+08:00

I never felt I needed to work hard for anything.
Cause I never felt I needed to achieve something.
No dream no ambition.
All of a sudden, with a few clicks of the mouse, I found myself a goal.
It has four wheels and an engine.
Nuff said.

might be me

2008-11-18T23:31:00.003+08:00

Is it just me or...
did someone just took the spray pipe from the 3rd level handicap toilet in T11...
Cause I swear it was there a few weeks ago...

Why Mummy

2008-11-17T22:04:00.003+08:00

I swear she doesn't care about my feelings anymore.
The moment I stepped into the kitchen, sotong masak hitam was on the table.
Thats when i received the shock of my life.

Brace yourself

2008-11-16T01:35:00.002+08:00

I love going to rumah fiq.
Its a mini f1 track.
Theres a few bends, turns, hairpins, and a roundabout.
And I managed to skid the back of my car just now.
Like tokyo drift.
All my miniature cars inside ended up drifting all over the place as well :)

Donate blood today

2008-11-12T23:13:00.004+08:00

Donated blood for the 2nd time in my life.
The feeling of great satisfaction came rushing through my dry veins.
Feels good knowing you've helped a few people.
Especially after having a bad ending to my yesterday.
They advised me to avoid carrying or lifting heavy stuff for at least 12 hours.
Climbing was the last thing on earth that I'd wanna do after donation.
But nooo...
I didn't know what the hell I was thinking when I grabbed my climbing shoes.
It was as though I wasn't doing anything wrong.
Of course I didn't do anything wrong.
I didn't carry heavy shit.
I just strained my arms and got them pumped.
Huh nothing wrong about that. Hmph.

2008-11-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

Sial ah smalam da gprs jalan 22 min tadi plak tak pasal2 5 jam pukimak tekejut berok sial aku nie conferm bill melambung nak mampos sial mummy daddy confirm bising sia pandai2 pakai gprs padahal lupe nak lock sial keypad babi da kene bayar tuk bende tak pakai sial ah gini takde duit siak nak makan nak g kl nak shopping sial ah rep slenger abis sak kau bodo sak nie handphone ts musibot pokai jugak sial aku

$$$

2008-11-10T22:32:00.003+08:00

$100 gone in a week.
I've been spending my money as if it grows on trees.
Come to think of it, money does grow on trees.
Because money is made from paper.
And paper is made from wood.
And wood comes from trees.
Yippie another dumb theory by me...

I might not make sense but i dont care

2008-11-09T23:35:00.007+08:00

I did not waste any time doing a lot of nothing today.
But that allowed me to think deeply about my life.
And it made me really sad just thinking about my life from different angles.
But I'm really happy I found the time to just sit and reflect.

I brought myself down to the lowest once and for all.
But at the same time I was getting high.
And I still am high. Dragged em like a dragon.
Being in this condition allowed me to think clearer.
And I'm gonna continue to get high till I'm satisfied.

Took me just 10 minutes to realise I had been on autopilot for almost about year now.
Didn't have a care about the world or my life. Been taking it to easy.
What seemed like important things to others at my age meant nothing to me.
Thought by being this way meant no problems.
Who am I kidding. Ain't no use pretending.
Been at a downfall ever since.
I have finally come to realise.
It ain't life if it ain't hard.

I sure do think alot when I'm high.
But being like this sure is refreshing.
Finally I can sleep easy and start my life over again.
It will definitely be the next 5 years till I do something like this again.

Sime

2008-11-07T01:35:00.003+08:00

Ladies and gentlemen.
We have a new hotspot in town.
This one is not for the feint hearted.
Sime Road. Look it up.
Went for a sneak peak just now.
It has the potential to scare the living shit out of you.
My shit was so scared it turned back into food.
This might just be the real deal.

Time

2008-11-06T00:00:00.004+08:00

Time seems to be passing by swiftly these days.
In a blink of an eye, a few days have gone.
Been doing nothing but counting the hours.
And not making the hours count.

Climb On

2008-11-03T00:04:00.003+08:00

It was super fun.
My thoughts on it.

Kiddie climbers were cute.
Felt like bringing some of them home and put them on my shelf.

Just because they work for free, shouldn't have let kids handle the complicated stuff like judging.
Bloody cheapskates.

Because of them I didn't have time to do more routes.

9 tops was all I got.
I'm happy. But not satisfied.

Saw Chris Lindner fall and injure himself.
The look on his face... priceless.

Chris Lindner pronounced route as ra-out.
We pronounce it as root.
Bunch of idiots we are.

Pressure

2008-10-31T23:36:00.004+08:00

It can turn coal into a flawless diamond.
Or an average person into a total loser.

Yucks

2008-10-28T23:23:00.003+08:00

Ate tom yam just now.
As usual I separated the squid from the rest.
As you all should know by now I hate dishes that include squids or octopuses or anything that has long legs.
Even giraffes.

you am i and i am great

2008-10-28T01:54:00.003+08:00

Changed my song.
I just love the vines.
Been pimping to them since 02'.
That was when I got interested in music.
Nothing better than a band thats a hybrid of the Beatles and Nirvana.

Why do I do these things...

2008-10-26T03:40:00.003+08:00

Everytime I go to the supermarket, I never fail to do this stupid thing.
Trying to get my $1 out of the trolley "lock" by using the trolleys own "key".
And I look like a fool trying to solve worlds biggest mystery.

Happy anniversary mummy and daddio!

Scared of the light

2008-10-24T00:53:00.003+08:00

Was a rainy night.
Went for a ride.
Passed a green light.
Suddenly there was this bright flash.
I was so scared.
Thought it was a red light camera.
I was like oh shit oh shit i'm freakin screwed.
Few seconds later...
BOOOOOMMM...

Thunder...

Misfortune

2008-10-21T23:01:00.001+08:00

While good fortune often eludes you, this kind never misses.

Makes sense.

Start saving

2008-10-20T21:41:00.003+08:00

I have blue stains on my black jeans.
My only half-decent looking black jeans.
The cause?
Washing the jeans with a blue pen in the pocket.

The reaction?
At first was a bit of swearing.
But after giving it some thought, it has given me a reason to go on a big shopping spree.
Something which I have not done in a very long time.
And I have set a good date to do it.
Christmas.
Means christmas sale :)
I'm gonna spend at least $500. I think.

But the first item on my list would probably be... a fan...

Its in the blood

2008-10-19T21:23:00.002+08:00

Last night I bad mouthed a car for recklessly cutting into me. But I admit my reaction to that situation was just as reckless as that car. And I apologise. I zoomed past that car without caring for the safety of me or my passengers. I was out of my mind, but still in control. I don't even know what that means.

Today my dad bad mouthed a car for cutting into us. It was like watching a repeat telecast of myself. But my dad is a bit different. He drove side by side with that car, stared at the guy for a moment, then zoomed pass the guy. Looks like looks are not the only trade I got from my dad.

My first competition was yesterday. Good experience. But I think I was a bit disappointing. I'm not sure if first com was supposed to feel like that. But nevermind. Oh yea and isolation. I hope never doing that again.

Itating nyer kecik

2008-10-17T00:18:00.005+08:00

I almost banged a Swift at my car park.
It was parked between 2 vans. Big vans.
And it was parked deep. Very deep.
From far it looked like there was a lot between the vans.
I didn't notice the Swift. And I started to gostan. Reverse. Sorry.
And the Swift almost kissed my rear.
Thanks to the sensor.
Then I cursed and swear to myself all the way till the 5th floor of the car park.
Malay chinese english one all come out. Combined sound like thai swearing.

I love joyrides. Driving without a destination or direction.